46 ( What do you do with the left over you And how do you know, when to let go)

I have settled into living alone at Brianna and my place. My kittens are terrorists. They are the loudest fattest little crazies who have ever lived and they will eat everything i've ever bought. They have been fixed but somehow they seem not to know. After flooding my bathroom, which seemed like the ultimate ridiculousness, they still seem to go above and beyond reckless. Delicate little 4 month old babies are ruining my sleep.

Ambien also makes you walk like a drunk person if you stay up to long after taking it. I dyed my hair, it's dark brown. I also got new glasses. Self-overhaul? Hardly. The Americorps team is leaving monday after 6 weeks of work... or 5, i dont know. I have not yet joined a gym. A friend told me there's free yoga tonight but I'm not going to make it because I can't get a ride home from work yet and i refuse to take the bus today. Work has been a bit crazy lately, in the sense that I seem to be forgetting a lot and then scurrying to get it done before all goes to hell. We were also looking at a closing on some clients really soon, but now that may not be true. I can't get a hold of people I need to speak with... needless to say I am a tad frustrated. We repainted my office. It is now a lime green. I'm a fan., though it doesn't seem all that different to me.

Everything is going swimmingly on the whole though. I have learned how to ride a bike! I have also fallen a number of times, something I was afraid of, yet confident in its occurrence. My legs are bruised and my arms are tired. The last time I rode was Monday night... perhaps this weekend I will take it out for a spin again. I'm pretty shaky on it still, but the only way to get better is to keep working at it.

I've also been trying to play pool more in order to not suck so much at it... that seems to be going slower than the bike riding though haha, even though there's nothing to be afraid of there.

I have also planned a vacation week next month, when I will be going to see my grandparents and parents and sister. I'm very excited about this.

You know, I've been thinking a lot about where I'm at (5 weeks after my last post... shocking haha).I have a great job where I learn a lot and I get a lot of experience. Somehow though, almost 8 months into living here, I am still apprehensive about settling down completely. I miss new york. I am lucky.

I have settled into living alone at Brianna and my place. My kittens are terrorists. They are the loudest fattest little crazies who have ever lived and they will eat everything i've ever bought. They have been fixed but somehow they seem not to know. After flooding my bathroom, which seemed like the ultimate ridiculousness, they still seem to go above and beyond reckless. Delicate little 4 month old babies are ruining my sleep.

Ambien also makes you walk like a drunk person if you stay up to long after taking it. I dyed my hair, it's dark brown. I also got new glasses. Self-overhaul? Hardly. The Americorps team is leaving monday after 6 weeks of work... or 5, i dont know. I have not yet joined a gym. A friend told me there's free yoga tonight but I'm not going to make it because I can't get a ride home from work yet and i refuse to take the bus today. Work has been a bit crazy lately, in the sense that I seem to be forgetting a lot and then scurrying to get it done before all goes to hell. We were also looking at a closing on some clients really soon, but now that may not be true. I can't get a hold of people I need to speak with... needless to say I am a tad frustrated. We repainted my office. It is now a lime green. I'm a fan., though it doesn't seem all that different to me.

Everything is going swimmingly on the whole though. I have learned how to ride a bike! I have also fallen a number of times, something I was afraid of, yet confident in its occurrence. My legs are bruised and my arms are tired. The last time I rode was Monday night... perhaps this weekend I will take it out for a spin again. I'm pretty shaky on it still, but the only way to get better is to keep working at it.

I've also been trying to play pool more in order to not suck so much at it... that seems to be going slower than the bike riding though haha, even though there's nothing to be afraid of there.

I have also planned a vacation week next month, when I will be going to see my grandparents and parents and sister. I'm very excited about this.

You know, I've been thinking a lot about where I'm at (5 weeks after my last post... shocking haha).I have a great job where I learn a lot and I get a lot of experience. Somehow though, almost 8 months into living here, I am still apprehensive about settling down completely. I miss new york. I am lucky.

I also saw a great band last night... they play every other thursday. I'm going to get some info on them and post it for all 2 of you.