7 (You grace me with your cold shoulder, whenever you look at me i wish i was her)

AH. so we have finished the second coat of mud in one room. almost 2. this is good progress. 

im also an asshole who spends too much money. 

I have decided to compose a list of my fearrssssss:

1. being murdered, esp. by someone in my family. who knows why haha

2. falling/tripping while walking on the street

3. being useless

4. not making eye contact when its appropriate 

5. coming off as someone i am not

6. being overrated

7. being underrated

8. doing things poorly, especially physical things like sports

9. never being able to commit to a person. 

10. people overhearing me having a private conversation

11. making awful mistakes

12. living a cookie cutter life

the light hits the street

mosquitos chase us for blood

will it rain today?