14 (Is there something that you wanted from her? yes. And is there something that you needed from her? No...)

So last night was pretty interesting.

I didnt go to sleep until 7am... not sure why. but paul stayed up with me and we were talking through the night. it was suprising that there were about 5 people that were around at some point, you know, coming outside at 4am or something. but i really liked it, paul is a really cool kid  and we got to see the sun rise. the dawn light was pretty sweet and the sky was intense. 

Things I would like to deal with pretty soon:

1. get the shitty rap song in my head out finally

2. eat something 

3.this job stuff

4. emt/cpr/whatever

5. biking

Things I am content/happy with:

1. friday i had house duty which was a nice break from mudding

2. thursday i got to sheetrock

3. monday i get to do roofing... even though its with darren

4. my momma might come down next month to visit me

5. were having a bbq tonight

Im not excited about:

1. short term volunteers

2. working on the weekend

3. chelsea leaving

4. i still haven't found my usb chord 

5. its supposed to rain today

you know what? i dont give a shit who reads this. if no one does or if everyone i know reads it, i dont care. im not hiding anything. im obviously not going to write everything, let alone in detail, but im going to write whatever i want. paul just came by and i minimized the window and even though i wrote about him its not a bad thing, and its certainly no secret, so i dont know why i did that. i hate blogs. i really like it here. yesterday was kind of really strange though, over in the french quarter my friend john told me there was a drunk guy walking around with a gun who got arrested right on the corner. pretty strange. not to mention there was a shooting over on north rampart, which is really rare and out of the ordinary. i havent really heard anything about it aside from the shots. 

IT'S ABEL'S BIRTHDAY! HAPPY 101st ABEL :) 

ive made my final judgement about maine: it is full of baby-faced fighting men. hahaha. ohmygoshhhh 

i am hungry i have to go find food.